Sincerely, me.

I will never be happy in life because of the way I look at things.
Too negatively.

It really sucks to be me.
I bitch too much. Also, I'd never feel lucky to have people around me. I get annoyed too easily causing people to feel irritated as well. This is like, I offered to start a war. I miss people who were patient with my fucking attitude, who did not blame me for anything I did wrong. And accepted me for who I am.

You know? I just don't like people taking my stuff. No matter how close we are or how good our friendship is, it's still best to ask. At least I feel respected, like my permission does matter. I don't like doing things for people. I hate being asked to buy things while they just sit there, doing nothing. At least follow me! Hmph.

My never ending complaint. I wish I did not exist. Why me? Why me on earth?

Looking down wherever I go. It's not fun. I miss having friends who I'll not stop conversing. I don't even need to look around because in my mind, it was all interesting topics. Guys, girls, this or that. Looking at pictures made me feel so alone. I miss the all of you. So much. So so much.