Beat that!

Reached home at 3.30a.m yesterday & please, it's a big deal to me. This is my second time going out so late at night & bamm a new record.

Awkward. Very. Okay, maybe a little. Hmmm. I want it to be a little more realistic. Damn, I suck :( I have so much to say. So so much. I need someone to be a good listener, now :(

I feel disgusted with myself. I look horrible in pictures. I feel like crying again. People are busy with their own stuff. No one is free to listen to my nonsense. No, it isn't nonsense to me. I just have to tell someone. At least it makes me feel a little better, just a little.