That's what my teacher said. Where we are from.
It may seem easy but it isn't. Easily spoken but definitely not easily done. Or maybe it's just me. I do want it like crazy but I don't seem to have the expected commitment and perseverance. 3 meals to 2 meals. Isn't that reducing my portion of food intake already? :( I don't starve myself and I had never let myself feel hungry. Now, I experience the grumbling of my stomach. Instead of encouraging, you seem to pressurize me. It may seem like the right thing to do to you. But honestly it isn't. Why rub it in? As if I can't see the flaws I have.
She said I've been giving you attitude like I did before. I just don't wanna listen to hurtful words. I'm indirectly stopping you.
As if I don't know how studies are important.
As if I don't know how much I have to study before I sit for a test.
As if I don't know how much weight I have to lose to meet everyone's expectations.
People may get annoyed with me with my constant complaints about my weight and look. But honestly, I'm just terribly annoyed with myself. My constant crave for food.
Mum, stop. Just for a while. Please?
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